Life

2010-03-24T16:37:00.002+08:00

Thanks darling for the updates you made! (:
And. And. Thanks for your wishes!
Love you larh! Hahas.
Let's hang out soon again kay? :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

Thanks all those who made the effort to wish me on midnight.
Carina, Darling, Laogong and Lawrence (:
And thanks all those who wishes me on the Facebook and smses.
All the expected and unexpected wishes, I really appreciate it :D

It's your birthday.

2010-03-24T00:00:00.005+08:00

HELLO HONEY!!!! :)

Long time no drop by.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :)

Our ... 6th year of friendship! Hahaha. Whoa.

Okay, as usual, things we always say to each other.

"Thank you for everything we've done.

We've gone thru all the big and small storms,

all the tears and laughters, and We thank God that

we're still here together as friends."

And till now, I still say Amen to that sentence.

Love you Sisi! Meet up sooooon K. Have a happy celebration. *winks.

Another break in update.

2009-12-27T02:52:00.006+08:00

HELLO HONEY! HAHA. Dropped by your workplace

yesterday and I know you were so freaking happy to

see me right. B'cos you freaking yelped/screamed/shouted

straight away when you saw me, though your customer is

still there. Hahahahaha. I was v happy to see you this

happy too! And and, you immediately hugged me when

you came out for your toilet break. So auto. HEHE.

I don't know when on earth then you'd have the time

to online and come to your blog and realised that I've

been posting the previous post and this post la, but just

wanna remember this day for you. 26th Decemeber!

Love you very much and You're the only one I wrote

letter to this christmas. :) reply me soon and let's hang

out one day soon okay! It. has. been. long!

ALL THE BEST AND JIAYOU!

P.s, look at the time!! And I was thinking about you leh.

P.s 2, I helped you fixed your codes. No wonder you only

keep displaying one post. Hehehe. It appears corrupted on

chrome, I don't know about your firefox or what. Haha.

Don't give up.

2009-12-15T18:53:00.002+08:00

Cheer up honey, Everything's gonna be alright. :)

Just as long as You don't give up okay. I'll always be here.

Love you.

2009-12-09T19:07:00.002+08:00

I'm officially starting work this Friday..
I'm working at The FACE Shop (:
Venue still don't know yet.
Hopefully is somwhere near cause I'm lazy to travel..
Well, I'm not looking very forward to it actually.
Cause starting work means less time to spent with zhuzhu ):
Update again~ (:

2009-11-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

Super pissed off~ Argg.
Maksisi, where is your high tolerance?!
Come on, you can tolerate one~
You ain't that weak or perhaps you are..

Shit. I feel like crying..
I can't cry I can't cry I can't cry!
No matter how chaos is my family.
I still got to live, I'm not going to let them affect me.
Come on, I'm going to pull through it..

Sua. No mood to blog already.
Will blog some other days instead..

2009-11-17T15:50:00.001+08:00

Argg! Everything is about money~
Seriously, what do you all want sia?
I not print money the lerh!
Pekcek.

2009-10-30T08:07:00.002+08:00

After today, will be 3 papers down~
And, 4 more papers to go!
Jiayou for those taking 'O' level! (:

After each paper, I realise..
I'm getting further away from my targetted results.
Can do a not is one thing.
Can score a not is another thing.
3 'A's, can I get it?
Hmmm..

I kept hearing your name and about you yeaterday.

And I'm surprised to know some thing.

All I could say is, once you missed the chance.

Means you missed it and will never get it back.

Thanks for the memories though..

2009-10-29T18:37:00.002+08:00

Convert back to one of my old skin.
Got sick and tired of the previous one.
Don't really like this skin either.
But at least it looks better than the previous one.
I think.

p/s:
I read your letter and thanks for the honey lemon (:
Will reply ya soon..

2009-10-18T11:21:00.002+08:00

8 more days to 'O' level.
And I'm not even prepared.
It's seems like another normal exam.
But I know it's not.
It's one that determine where I go.
My next stage of life depends on this.

People around are having high expectations.
They know I can do it.
Me, myself and I know it too.
But, I just don't have the confidence to do so.
Well, I know I'm contradicting myself..

Another Encouragement :)

2009-09-29T22:41:00.008+08:00

Hello Honey!! You this lazy bum, when i'm not around for the

next 6 days, you better give it your best and study! Don't like to

go chamber or anywhere, then don't go! (Cos i know you know

that you yourself are freaking lazy to travel!) HAHA. I rather you

study at home! Shut yourself in the room. No tv, no computer, no

phone! If not I come back, you chiam! I will pester you to study no

matter you like it or not. You know me, very well. Hehehe.

I know you miss me! You'll be the first I'd text when I'm back okay?

I love you! ♥ Do take care ;) Anything, Just spam my phone.

Remember, Study hard! If not when you stress that time, DON'T

COMPLAIN! It's your fault! HAHA. When I come back, we go eat

Nebo! And my 8th Oct! Anyway, hear my blogsong. I think it's nice!

I think this totally sounds like an encouragement to me. Right? :P

The first encouragement was on April 11 2009. Eh, Look back at

your archive! See how emo are you! Don't repeat the same thing k.

I know you'd have a good laugh looking at your archive. Haha.

And like the picture above, STUDYING MUST BE A DELIGHT!

(blame your book for giving me this sentence!)

"Everything will be alright at the end of the day. If it's not alright, It's not the end." ;) ;)

2009-09-26T10:49:00.001+08:00

Today is 26 September.
1 more month to 'O' level.
Are you ready for it?
No, I'm not.

2009-09-26T10:14:00.003+08:00

I don't know why.
I suddenly missed him so much..
During Chinese papers and study.
Thank God, it doesn't affect my papers.
Though I'm a little affected during study.

Thinking all that we have been through.
I don't wished to think but it came suddenly.
Yesterday isn't a very good day.
Surrounded by the memories the whole day.
God, help me forget him. Please.

It has been long since I last thought of you.
And I don't wished to think about you anymore.

2009-09-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha.

2009-09-02T18:47:00.008+08:00

Teacher's Day Performance!

Here are some of the teacher's day performance.
Enjoy~ :D

2009-08-31T15:35:00.002+08:00

It is pouring heavily outside.
And I'm falling apart inside.
I wonder what is wrong.

I'm getting more and more tired.
More and more emotional.
Giving more and more attitude.

The battle is just ahead.
And something is wrong with me.
But I don't know what..

2009-08-25T18:48:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling so lost..
I seems to be lost somewhere, but I don't know where.

Mak Si Si you can do it!
Don't give up!

2009-08-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

Next Monday is 'O' level English oral.
And I am the last few candidates.
Kind of anxious about it.
Cause is like, can I perform well?
I haven't prepare myself for it.
I will make sure I prepare myself well.
So that I won't feel that panic.
I don't wish to stun out like Chinese.

And, Monday also having SPA skill 3.
Thank God, it is postpond to Monday.
But still, I am not prepare for it.
Cause is like, I am quite lost at it.

Chinese result is releasing on Wednesday.
Am I anxious about it? Not really.
I am kind of looking forward actually..
I believe I will do well, by God's grace.

2009-08-11T19:37:00.002+08:00

我的心好痛好痛。
我以为我已经放下了，但我没有。
我不想听的，今天却听到了。
当时，我真的好想哭。
但是，我忍住了。

我不能再这样下去了。
不能再让你影响我的身活。
我好累。哭得好累。
想忘却忘不了。
因为我还爱你。

但如今，我选着了放弃。
因为我知道这对我们比此都好。
再见了爱。
我希望这是我最后一次为你而哭。
保重。

2009-08-10T16:41:00.001+08:00

Sorry Shimin, that I didn't make it today.
I promise we will make up someday okay? (:
Loves you! :D

Mummy going Malaysia tomorrow for 2 weeks.
Therefore, I got to buy whatever I want.
Cause she pay mah~ Teehees.
She scared when she not around I will starve.
And, she gave me $20 scared I not enough.
Lol. Mummy is cute isn't it? Hahas.
God, protect my mummy when she is away.

Oh man. Time really flies super fast.
I didn't realise that 'O' Chinese will be out.
So soon. In just a couple of days time.
Estimated date is 11-13 August.
I pray and I pray that I would get an 'A'!
God, I believe for a miracle.

I guess I'm coping well. So no worries.
Just tired and ..
It's easier to be said than done.

I miss you.

Edited:
I regretted. Really regretted.
Regretted not telling you face to face that..
But it doesn't matter already.It's over.
I can't blame you for not understanding me.
When I didn't really tell you what's on my mind.
You are not Edward, neither am I Bella.
Even Edward can't read Bella's mind.

2009-08-08T07:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is the day that mark the end of it.
I didn't know you could hurt me so much.
So deep, I feel that I'm falling apart.
The moment I'm with you, I'm at loss for words.
I hope the time will stop, and we won't end.
The moment I saw your backview, I cried.
I didn't know I had already love you so deep.
Until the moment you turn your back on me.

You said: "Promise me to stop crying after tonight"
Sorry, but I can't do it.
I cried to sleep, and woke up and cry again.
The moment I saw baby, I'm shattered.

You said: "We are still friends"
Yea, I promise we would be.
Thank God we end of cool.

Everything that is related to you, hurts me deep.
It makes me think of you.
Perhaps, this would be the better way for us.
As long as you are happy, I would be happy.

Don't worry about me, I will be alright.
It's just a matter of time to learn to let go.
I love you.

2009-08-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

Oh man. I feel so loved nowadays! :D
Hahahaha. God seriously love me a lot~
Lolol. And, I love God too! Teehees.
There's many things I want to thank God.

Firstly, Mummy bought me contact lenses!
Not one month, but one year~!
I no need worry about lenses anymore.
Some more not those cheap cheap type.
Is those lenses with extended comfort.
Cool right? I love my mummy sia :D

Secondly, Mummy buying me a spare phone.
Not those good function phone though.
But can use can already right? Hahas.
So I can slowly save money for phone I love~
No need worry need borrow phone or what.
Even though my sim card spoils again,
But I know my brother won't be that heartless.
Lolol. God really loves me so much sia ;D

Thirdly,.. (I don't want tell you! :p)
Hahahaha. I am feeling so high.

2009-07-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

Busy. Busy. Busy.
It's Friday once again, time to rest! :D
Like finally? This week is such a tiring week.
Never ending lessons and homework.
And it's killing me...

I got to learn to adapt to stress and problem.
So that I could perform under stress.
And also, manage problem in another view.

Preparing for the worst, next week.. 7pm?
Oh man. Haha.

2009-07-23T21:27:00.003+08:00

I wonder what happened to me today..
I got so.. Mmm, emotional?
More or less knew all the results.
And it sucks. Super ):

I got so tired and stressed..
Did beyond expectation. Way beyond.
Even worst than Prelim 1.
And I cried in school today.
Anyway, put that aside..
Went to watch him play soccer today (:
The match is interesting. Haha.

2009-07-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

Got back most of the Prelim 2 results.
And it sucks a lot. Mood totally affected.
I need some time to adjust back.
I am really very sad and stressed..

Today is the start of SSS/SDSP.
Which means everyday end school at 5pm.
Or maybe even 7pm?
Today is just the start of it, and I'm so tired.
Hopefully I can adapt to it soon..

2009-07-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

Got back some of the results today.
And the results sucks. Cannot make it.
Thank God for those that i improved.
And hate myself for those that dropped.
Argg )':

2009-07-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

Life is a little chaotic this year.
But still more or less manageable..

Prelim 3 is coming 2 months down the road.
O level is coming 3 months down the road.
And I'm totally not prepared for it.
Looking at the performance i having now..

Family is as usual, not within my control.
Something that i learnt, to take it easy.
Although it's not as easy as said.

But overall, thank God.
I'm still surviving, not dead.
Haha.

2009-07-17T15:27:00.002+08:00

Prelim 2 is finally over..
All results back on Monday i think?
I'm so not looking forward to it.
Pray hard that i can get over soon.

I know I performed below expectation.
Especially for E maths.
Mdm Lee hinted me somehow today..

I'm feeling so lazy and tired.
Don't feel like going out anywhere.
Except maybe for a walk..

2009-07-16T13:51:00.002+08:00

I am so so so so tired..
I didn't sleep last night.
And, I refuse to go to sleep now.
Was busying studying Biology.
Hopefully my efforts won't go to waste

One last paper to go and Prelim 2 is over~
Prelim 2 is exhausting me mentally.
Hopefully the results will enlightened me.
And not exhaust me further..

Anyway, mummy is back tomorrow!
I miss her so much luh.
And she buying back a lot of snacks.
TeeHees. As requested :D

2009-07-13T11:47:00.002+08:00

One more paper down..

Today's maths paper two is difficult.
I think I left half of the paper blank?
Oh mine. Hopefully i did well for paper one.
So that at least average out i can still pass.

I seriously start to think that I need help in my studies luh.
I really don't know where and how to start my revision.
I studied and ended up I still cannot do -.-
Well, I really pray that i met my prelim two targets.
Cause at least there's a motivation to keep me going..

Hmmm. Time to go and revise xD
Ciaos~

2009-07-12T20:45:00.003+08:00

Oh man..

Celebrated Wainee's birthday today! :D
Hahaha. We went Fish & Co. for lunch.
Wainee ah, hope you like my present~
Photos to be uploaded soon (:

Oh man. I spent a lot of money this week larh!
Super sad please. Is like I did nothing much?!
And my money just flew away like that.
I spent a total of $110! Can you believe it?!
All i did was eating out and birthday present?
Worst of all, i spent all my coming week allowance.
I am not worrying how am i going to survive.
Because is exams week, at most don't eat out.
So there won't be a problem i think.
Maybe transportation will.
But it's okay. When there's a will, there's a way (:
It's just heart pain when so much money is spent.
Sigh! I think i will never save enough money..
To buy a phone of my own and return the phone..

2009-07-11T11:34:00.002+08:00

Prelim Two Ongoing ..

Papers Down:
English Paper 1 & 2
Science Physics Paper 2
Social Studies Paper
Geograpy Paper
Maths Paper 1

Upcoming Papers:
Maths Paper 2
Biology Paper 1 & 2
A maths Paper 1 & 2
Chemistry Paper 3
Science Physics/Chemistry Paper 1

2009-07-08T17:04:00.000+08:00

BLANK.

2009-07-06T14:53:00.002+08:00

'O' level oral on Wednesday~
All the best for those taking oral ;D
Haha. Man. I'm nervous. Lol.

Prelim 2 starting on Wednesday too.
Goodness gracious. I'm so lost?
I'm so dead please. I lost all my notes.
And now I'm like, how to study?!

Mummy just left home to Malaysia.
Awww. 10 plus days ):

2009-06-26T21:33:00.002+08:00

"Friendship nutures with love."
Nothing beats Happiness.

2009-06-23T11:48:00.002+08:00

I don't mean it. Sorry.

Sometimes somethings just seems to be so irritating.

2009-06-22T15:14:00.002+08:00

Went back school this morning for A maths lesson.
A maths is driving me crazy. Sigh. See larh!
This is the consequences for not listening in class.
I know you all will be like, still dare to say~ LOL.
I am just aiming for a pass for A maths for prelim 2.
Cause is like impossible to recap everything now?
Not that i think negatively, but is true what! Haha.
Oh ya, My Latiff treated us MacDonald breakfast :D

Meeting dearest for Subway later ;D
Hahaha. Darling ah, ready le mah?
Must be still lazing on the bed right? LOLOL.
Next time find one day, we made your fruit salad~
Since it is nicer when served cold :D

2009-06-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

I stayed home the whole day today.
Mood was destroyed early in the morning.
Argg. There goes my study plan.
Was just not in the mood to study.
Thanks eh.

I think through a lot today.
It's going to be one year after re-dedication.
Woah. Time seems to pass so fast.
Changed from church to church to church.
Leader to leader to leader to leader to leader.
And i am glad that i am still here on the path.
I am thinking of writing emails.
Thinking but hesitating.
I not sure should i write it or not.
Maybe i shouldn't think so much. Just write.
Whether they read the email or not.
I should just let God decide.

2009-06-19T11:03:00.000+08:00

You Need Friends to Be Happy

You are a friendly, social person. You seek out connections and relationships.

Being close to others is very important to you, and you don't like discord.

You feel great when you're cooperating and working with others. You enjoy belonging to a group.

Nothing makes you feel worse that feeling alone or alienated. You want to be liked by those around you.

What Do You Need to Be Happy?

2009-06-19T10:48:00.000+08:00

You Are Affectionate

Your life is full of love and friendship - and you always have more to give.

You have an open heart. You are willing to take that leap and put your faith in people.

You see the good in everyone and everything. You are a very sympathetic person.

The people you love make you very happy. You feel warmly toward those around you.

What Kind of Happy Are You?

2009-06-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.

What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.

You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.

Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

2009-06-17T17:29:00.002+08:00

HOHO. Today is a busy day.
Went school to study maths with fuxin.
Studied for straight 6 hours okay!
Don't play play. Haha.
First time study maths so long please.
Say 'Wow'~ Haha. Joking.

Later heading down to riverwalk.
Having bible study, victorious living :D
Wainee, don't run away horh! HAHA.

Hmmm. What's up for tomorrow?
Movie? Probably.

2009-06-16T22:26:00.002+08:00

Holiday is boring :/
Everyday thinking of what to do.
Not like Lemon so busy! LOL.
Of course i got things to be done.
But, lazy you know.

Oh man.
I haven't started my revision yet.
Or rather, i don't know how to start.
Sigh! I am so dead.

2009-06-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

It has been long since i last updated.
One week plus i think? Haha.
Hmmm..

'O' level Chinese paper 1 and 2 is over.
Left listening comprehension and oral.
Paper 1 and 2 is manageable, thank God.
Well, i am not worrying upon the results.
Not even a little bit.
Maybe because, i know i will do well (:
By faith.

I got back my E Maths mock exam paper.
Hahahaha. I did unexpectedly well :D
Was kind of shocked when i know my results.
I didn't studied much.
Or rather, i studied on the spot before it.
Thank God that i still managed to do well.
I got 56.5/80, A2. (Top in band 2) Hees.

Oh man. Prelim 2 is drawing nearer and nearer.
I haven't started revising, not even a little bit.
I lost my Prelim 2 timetable.
I don't have Geography textbook.
Hoho. I'm so dead.

2009-05-29T17:18:00.002+08:00

Time flies. Really.
In a twinkling of an eye, it's already the last day of school.
3 more days to Chinese 'O' level.
All the best to those who are taking the papers.
Jiayou! :D

Mummy asked, what would i want to get for Chinese?
I replied, i hope to get an 'A' if possible.
And she replied, why hope? Must have confident.
I thank God for the motivation mummy gave.

Franking speaking, I am anxious over it.
I don't have the confident that i will do well.
I mean, well enough to get an 'A'.
I used to be able to score an 'A1' for Chinese.
But this year, my grades dropped tremendously.
From 'A1' to 'C6'. 6 grade dropped.
I wonder why. But i think i know the reason.

God, let nothing affect me this year.
I want to get good grades for 'O' level to glorify You.

2009-05-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

Aiyo. Aiyo. My darling angry le ah?
Sorry larh darling! Don't angry kay?
My bad ):
I promise i will spent more time with you (:
Darling, you too stay strong kay?
I know you can survive through *winks*
We will walk this walk together :D
And. And. And!
Sorry to break the promise today >,<
Loves you always! *Hugs*

2009-05-19T20:00:00.004+08:00

I blame myself for not performing well.
I blame myself for being so weak.
I blame myself for being so emotional.
I am human, not robot.

I am worried about my studies.
Especially chinese..
I want to get an 'A' for it for the coming 'O'.
But i am currently under performing..

I am feeling tired.
I don't like and don't want to be at home.
God, how long more is it going to last?
And, must it end up this way?

决不让眼泪往下流 [:

2009-05-18T20:42:00.002+08:00

Woah. It's been 11 days since i last blog.
I didn't realised that it had been that long.
Haha.

14 more days to Chinese 'O' level (!)
Oh man. I'm so not confident.
I'm so slack. Super.
I promise i will try my best, i will.

I'm tired. Super.
Any additional add on i would just..
I'm simply feeling tired everyday.
Since last week. Woah.

2009-05-07T23:13:00.003+08:00

I am surprised upon the changes in you.
It's like shocking?
But well, i am not affected by it.
I am just, a little disappointed in you.

----

Yippee. MYE chinese is over~
Paper 1 is like "can you like, kill me?!!".
But thank God, paper 2 is manageable :D
Hahahaha. Next coming up is intensive?
Hopefully it will help me to secure an 'A'.
Although i know it is going to be boring~

Tomorrow having physics and geography tests.
Physics i studied one chapter out of three.
And geography i have yet to study :X
Rarr. I am getting oh so lazy~
I stopped my revision for Prelim 2. Tian ah~
Maybe i need someone to supervise me to study?
Hahahaha.

2009-05-03T09:38:00.005+08:00

3 more days to MYE chinese.
29 more days to 'O' level chinese.
57 more days to Prelim 2 (?).

I hate people who don't reply my messages.
And, never pick up my calls.
Worst of all, reject it.

I know we are all tired of it, but what to do?
We are all old enough to know what is right and wrong.
Things will change in times to come, i believe.

People come and people go.
When you missed the time, you missed the chance.
Cherish whatever you have now before you regret it.

There's a lot of things i want to say.
But think twice, i shall keep my thoughts.
No point saying it out when nothing will change.

2009-04-16T18:25:00.002+08:00

Guess what, i didn't go school today.
Was feeling so sicked and weak.
Cannot even walked properly and almost faint in the toilet.
Went to see a doctor and it cost me quite a bomb ):
And my family doctor also gave me a lot of medicines.
Is like see the medicines see till scared.
I hate to be sick. Hate to see doctor. And hate to eat medicines.
Argg.

2009-04-11T16:58:00.008+08:00

You are loved. Always and forever! <3
Awww. Dearest, you are super sweet! Thanks for the touching post, it is very much appreciated!I am really surprised when i saw the post and i almost cried when i read it. I love you. Thanks for always there by my side. I apologised for not being able to be there for you sometimes. Yea, indeed we had gone through a lot of big and small things together. I believe our friendship will last forever and nothing can come in our way to destroy it because we have a strong foundation. Thanks for studying together with me whenever you could. You are the best. Even though in three months time, we won't be able to see each other as often as we always do but still, our hearts will be link close together and i will miss you too. Let's grow together and shine for God! And yea, we will find our prince soon. *winks*

An Encouragement.

2009-04-11T01:16:00.006+08:00

An Encouragement.
Honey loves me, yes she does.
& Naturally, I'm loving her too. Thanks for everything
you've done. I appreciate everything and most of all, you.
Thanks for being by me! 3 months later, i'm sure we'll still
be close, though we're far. It's like. So close yet so far.
But, it's positive, not a usual negative saying. We'll go through
everything and many things together. Anything is possible.
Let's just keep praying that our friendship will remain.
And we'll be sweeter, closer and more in love! Lol.
I love you always. Thanks for the roses last time. We shall
do more things, forgive each other, not to bicker with each
other, not to be the winner each time we debate. let's give in
and make everyday a better day. Smile! I'll be there to go
through all the things with you. Remember me, i will help.
though i don't have pleasant attitude every single time, you know
i will still help you through it all right. Lol. Be patience towards me.
5 years 4 months and counting. (let's find our prince soon too)

Aw! I'm freaking sweet!

2009-04-10T10:01:00.003+08:00

Devil is finding its ways to stop us from easter.
To make our life difficult and to discourage us.
Well, listen up devil.
You are not going to make it, we will survive through.
And get lost!

2009-04-10T09:52:00.002+08:00

It's good friday and easter once again.
Thank God that i am still in church.
This is the fourth year, woah amazing.
Will be heading down for expo service later.
Looking forward for the drama (:

2009-04-08T16:49:00.002+08:00

Oh, you shut up!
Everything i do is wrong/useless right?
Then don't talk to me!
I had enough of all this nonsense.
I HATE YOU. YOU SUCK.

2009-04-07T19:35:00.003+08:00

I am losing my temper, losing my patient.
Moodswing manage to find it's way in.
Oh man. This need to be stopped.

What's the feeling of falling in love?

2009-04-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

Easter easter easter~
Hohoho. I am quite excited about it :D
But, it's a headache when comes to attendance.
Lord, i pray for a miracle in my attendance.
Amen.

Anybody wants to accompany me to easter?

2009-04-04T23:25:00.003+08:00

Easter drama timeslot.
Join me if you are free! :D

April 10 (Fri)
Jurong west
1pm - 3pm OR
3.30pm - 5.30pm
Expo
5.30pm - 7.30pm OR
8pm - 10pm

April 11 (Sat)
Jurong west
3.30pm - 5.30pm (Main)
Expo
5.30pm - 7.30pm OR
8pm - 10pm

April 12 (Sun)
Expo
10am - 12pm OR
12.30pm - 2.30pm

Hope to you see there~ :D

2009-04-04T20:30:00.004+08:00

Have been loitering around for the past 2 days.
I realized i don't like to walk around aimlessly.
I felt so lonely and lost.
And ended up after a while,
I will head my way home.
I don't know why am i feeling this way too.

2009-04-04T12:53:00.002+08:00

Oh ya. Oh ya.
Next week is Easter weekend~
Anybody interested to join me for drama?
I guarantee it will be interesting :D
Hahahaha!

2009-04-04T12:32:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha. Well.
God will never let me go without phone for long.
And also, my phone don't bare to depart from me.
So yeah, i am contactable once again ;D

Thank God.

2009-04-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

Do not contact.
Phone spoiled a couple of minutes ago.
Try your luck to contact me.
Bye.

Must my phone/usim be spoiled every year?!

2009-04-03T21:06:00.002+08:00

Oh freak.
I think i just spoiled one of my battery.
I dropped my phone while loitering just now.
And it got lots of scratches and i can't on with it.
Which means nowadays i may/may not reply smses.
Depend on my mood and battery lifespan.
Cause my battery lifespan cut short by half.
Good luck people~

Oh ya. I thank God for passing my languages.
But i don't blame God for failing the rest.
I could only blame myself.
Ciaos~

2009-04-02T18:34:00.003+08:00

It's thursday again and i am kind of depressed.
All thanks to the results.
But well, i will get over it soon.
Tomorrow will get back the last two papers.
Which are combine humanities and english.
Out of 5 papers i get back, i failed 4.
Can say 3 cause got one moderated so i just pass.
I hope that i can pass the reminder 2.
But the chances are slim. Very.

I did studied for it. Really.
But my results didn't show so.
My dad surely won't believe i got study.
Scolding awaiting when PTI comes.
But i am glad i improve my physics and biology.
Though it is only slight improvement but i am contented.
I pray that VP no need see my parent..

2009-04-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

Prelim 1 results is disastrous.
Oh man. Next Thursday is PTI~
This is crap. Very. *Sigh*

I don't wish to talk about my results.

So yea.

2009-03-30T16:35:00.002+08:00

Within one night.

This week going to be a disaster.
Prelim results will be all out on friday.
Oh man. I don't wish to see it in the canteen.
Next thursday is PTI! Oh man. Dead meat.

And. Within one night everything changed.
Family finances is like HAHA.
I don't know what to say.
And i also don't have the right to say anything.
Well. It's okay. I can survive can already.
BUT. Seriously. I am not worrying.

Despite all these trails i am going through now,
I having peace in my heart.
I know God is there to carry me through.
And i am unafraid of what's ahead.
I thank God for it.

God, i pray for a breakthrough in the family.
I pray that everything will be alright soon.
I trust in you and believe that everything will be okay.
In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

"THE LORD IS THERE."

2009-03-27T18:27:00.002+08:00

Yippee! It's over~ Finally.
Time to relax a little or else i will go crazy soon.

I really wants to take a break.
But i can't seems to stop thinking about the results.
I definitely going to flung my A maths.
I lost more than 50% of the marks. No joke.
The rest, i really don't know what to say. Sigh.

Even though i didn't really studied everything.
But i tried my best and i believe God will do the rest.
I thank God for being there for me to calm me down.
I had never been so hardworking before. Seriously.
I realized i am so stressed up for this prelim.
As the day passed, none of the papers seems good.
And i got so discouraged by it.
I hope the results won't break my heart.
God, i need a miracle.

I promise i will study harder.
So that i will score better for prelim 2.

2009-03-26T14:13:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the last day of prelim.
I will survive through.
I think.

2009-03-24T13:34:00.004+08:00

Yo people i am back! :D
Hahahahaha!

Awww..
Today chinese paper 1 wasted sia!
All the questions i have in my book!
OH MAN. What a waste..
But well it's okay!
Despite the fact that i never finish writing compo,
I know i still can pass! ;D

And. And. And.
Thanks for the birthday wishes, presents and song!
It's much appreciated :D
HAHAHAHA.
AND thanks for those who irritates me~ LOL
(You know who you are.. HAHA)

2009-03-24T13:30:00.001+08:00

Horoscopes for the day:
You are about to get a seriously sweet dividend from all the good karma investments you've made over the past few months! People will be giving you things left and right -- great advice, free clothes, a dinner out, and who knows what else. Whatever these things are, they will be nice surprises in your day and sweet reminders of how you are valued by others. People are communicating their affection for you in their own unique ways, and you'll probably get emotional.

-----

Woah. Hahahahaha.
Referring to my birthday?
HAHA.

2009-03-23T16:43:00.004+08:00

Yo people! :D
Today is the start of prelim.
And guess what?
I am late for school~
Hahahaha. Cool eh?
First time sia.

Oh man. Oh man.
Science chemistry and english is like (!!)
Well, it's over now.
Time to concentrate on other subjects.
4 more days to go~
Kambateh people! :D

And. And. And. Awww.
I am sicked! ):
Fever, cough and sore throat.
This is super crapped please.
And it affected me so much during the paper.
Can't even concentrate >,<
God please strengthen me,
and pull me through this prelim period.

I got to believe that i could pass everything.
God please give me wisdom to study..
Praying for a miracle to happen..

2009-03-21T14:30:00.002+08:00

2 more days to prelim~
I realised i don't have enough time to copy notes.
So i guess i did be reading through my textbook.
Should be able to catch a thing or two.
Hahas xD

And. And. And.
There's whole list of people i want to catch up with.
Just give me some time alright?
I will set aside time for you all soon.
I promise.

2009-03-20T18:50:00.002+08:00

The first love that i will always remember.
You never fails to be there for me,
despite my unfaithfulness.
God, you are my forever.
I love you! (:

2009-03-17T17:03:00.002+08:00

Oh man.
I am so reluctant to study.
I simply just wish to waste my time off :X
*Sigh*
Got to force myself to study.
Hopefully something got into my brain..
Ciaos~

2009-03-16T11:27:00.003+08:00

It's so irritating when i want to blog,
But i don't know what to blog!
Hahahaha.

Hmm. Let's see.
Life is pretty alright :D
Cause I am still alive and kicking~
Sound fimiliar?
Hahahaha!

Holiday is finally here!
Time to mug as much as i can :D
I guess i got to take it easy.
To mug a little here and there~
At least able to pass all, i guess?
Haha.

Wait.
But i need to find a mugging partner >,<
Anybody?
Hahahhaha!

I finished twlight! :D

2009-03-12T19:06:00.001+08:00

HOHO.
I finally got the time to sit down and read twlight.
Hahahaha!
And guess what?
I am addicted to it~
HAHA.

2009-03-12T18:43:00.004+08:00

Ten Ways That Destroy A Relationship.

1. Manipulate people
Eg. Do not keep saying that you want to commit suicide but ended up never. For you are using their concern in a wrong way and ended up, the next time you told them for real you want to suicide, they will just tell you "Go and die!".

2. Tell people lies.

3. Gossip about others.

4. Ignore people at crucial moments of thier lives.

5. Reject people.

6. Overstay your welcome.

7. Always talked about yourself.

8. Promise to do something for others and then don't do it.

9. Borrow money but don't pay back.

10. Embarrassed people in front of others.

Oh,

Look at those in bold red.

2009-03-04T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hi, Bye.

2009-02-25T19:26:00.002+08:00

Life is just like running a marathon.
At one point, you will be running.
At one point, you will be jogging.
At one point, you will be walking.
Till you race through the finishing line.
Where your life is coming to an end.
Never give up, never stop your legs moving.

But sometimes you will choose to give up.
Halfway through the race.
That will be the point, you stop.
That will be the point, you decide to go backwards.
Because you lose the purpose in life.
You are just running aimlessly,
And you are tired of it.

Perseverance is what you need to keep on running.
Of course, not forgetting supports.
But many of the times, we gave up halfway.
Because we are "lost".
We don't know where are we running to.
We don't know why are we running for.

I had been running.
But seems like in a circle.
Everything seems to be repeating itself.
It's tiring. Very.

2009-02-23T18:03:00.003+08:00

Oh man.
1 more month to first prelim!
Stress. Stress. Stress >,<
Today will be the day i start revising!
Hahahaha.
And. And. And.
My study plan is going to be out ;D

My target for first prelim:
- Pass all subjects!

Target for first prelim [By VP]:
- English (pass)
- Maths (pass)
- Combined Science (min. A2)

P.S. VP says she going to cane those who never reach her target. O.O

2009-02-22T21:46:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Looked down on
Death
Where Your life is Going
Disappointment
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-02-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wanted to dry a tear
that you knew you had made fall?
Have you ever stopped to realize
that time slips by too fast?
Have you ever felt you might explode
from hiding stuff inside?
That's when you have to make a choice
between happiness or pride.

Happiness? Pride?

2009-02-22T21:31:00.002+08:00

Life is so tiring.
Everyday there's things to be accomplished.
When there's nothing to accomplish,
Life is so boring.

2009-02-22T21:14:00.004+08:00

*Knock knock*
Miss lonely are you at home?

2009-02-22T21:10:00.003+08:00

When i need comfort;
When i need a listening ear;
When i need encouragement;
I just can't seems to bring it forth to you.
So near yet so far.

2009-02-21T17:21:00.002+08:00

Oh freak.
My phone going to corrupt real soon.
First is media player spoilt.
Than now is the whole multimedia.
Can't even open it. Zz.
This is so suck please.
But i don't bother to tell my brother.
Cause i know nothing good will happen.
Well. At least i still can call/sms.
Pretty good enough.

2009-02-19T20:54:00.005+08:00

人类就像一朵朵的玫瑰花，
身上都长满了刺；
我们的不完美。
只要一不小心，
就会把身边的人给刺伤。
只有容忍和包容，
才不会被逼此刺伤。
可是有几个人能做得到？

2009-02-14T12:33:00.002+08:00

Oh man.
The month of march is going to be freaking busy!
I can already name out what's ahead.
Which i usually can't.
And guess what.
I hadn't been out to study for like 6 days?
Woah. New record of the year eh?
I'm oh so reluctant to study.
Goodness gracious.
I got to start my engine soon.

2009-02-13T21:13:00.004+08:00

♥ Happy Valentine's Day!

Heyo people! :D
Tomorrow is valentine's day.
Have you found your valentine?

HAHA.
Well, i don't have one.
BUT, i don't intend to have one now too.
School was pretty good today.
Except for CCA.
Which i don't bother to elaborate much.
Received the most number of gifts this year!
Hahahaha. Woah!

Special thanks to:
º Shimin - Goodie bag with letter
º Joanne - Goodie bag with letter
º Tengteng - Lollipop
º Jean - Heart shape filled with goodie
º Heizeline - Cookie

P.S. Love you people! :D

2009-02-11T19:26:00.003+08:00

I realised something.
I had been sleeping like a pig!
I slept early everyday (before 11pm).
And woke up late too;
6am on weekdays.
And 9am/10am on weekends.
I ought to have more than enough sleep.
But i still feel super tired.
Woah.

2009-02-11T18:26:00.002+08:00

Went for prayer meeting yesterday.
The meeting was quite alright.
But.. I just can't seems to focus.
I wonder why.
Went straight back home after that.
Was suppose to meet reezal to study.
But was too lazy to go out.
So therefore, didn't go.
Sorry for wasting your trip down.

Met my mummy just now! :D
Went to eat dinner together.
Therefore, never go for prayer meeting.
Nor training. :X
Chatted a little.
Knew what is in plan.
Well, i am rather numb already.
So it does not really affects me much.
I guess.

School seems to be quite alright.
Not say very stress or what.
Just that everyday also have homework.
But deadline is always two or more days later.
And tests every now and than.
Trying my best to catch things fast in class.
This year's topics seems to be quite easy.
More or less able to cope.
Thank God.

Prelim 1 is coming in 40 days time.
I had not started any revision yet.
Recently have been out to study.
But actually was just out to do homework.
I don't deny.
I am wasting my time away.
I am not managing my time well.
But what to do.
My engine just doesn't seems to start.

I am so going to get a couple of notebooks.
For church and school.
Probably from artbox?
Or maybe minitoons?
The day when i got my school notebook,
Will be the day that i start my revision.
The day when i got my church notebook,
Will be the day that i ...
(Don't think too much yo.)

The barrier in between.

2009-02-09T18:56:00.003+08:00

I woke up in the middle of the night,
Feeling oh so frightened and scared.
Trying to find a support.
It was than i realised i can't find any.
Tried to text some of you.
But. In the end i didn't send.
It seems so near yet so far.
I stood alone and.. Cried.

Who can i really rely to when i need a support?

I seem oh so lost and helpless.

2009-02-09T18:53:00.002+08:00

Valentines day is coming :D
Hahahaha.
Well. I'm planning something.
To give or not to give?
And give all or some?
Hmmm. We shall see.

Awaiting.

2009-02-09T18:47:00.002+08:00

First prelim timetable is out.
Wow. Wow. Wow.
Time to start studying isn't it?
But. I'm not prepared to do so.
I'm seem to be lost. Somewhere.

Who can find me back?.

2009-02-07T14:16:00.003+08:00

Have you ever type wrong url?
From "blogspot" to "blogpsot"?
And got into a bible college website?

I guess many of you typed wrong url before.
But how many of you got into a bible college website?

I am wondering, really wondering.
Is it by coincidence or?
I came across this website twice.
The last time i came across was last year.
Another time is now.

I can comfirm that,
The website that i typed wrongly,
Is totally two different website.
And not everytime i typed wrongly,
I will get into that website.
Plus that website,
has it's own significant url.

Woah.
Who can explain this?

2009-02-05T15:37:00.003+08:00

Can you read my mind?

2009-02-03T17:22:00.004+08:00

Leave me alone.
Enough is enough.
Broken down.

I need no comment.

2009-02-02T18:44:00.002+08:00

Just when i thought all is calm,
Another wave arose.
How i wished it was all a dream.
But i know it is never possible.

Had been pretty down recently,
Tried my best to cover it up.
But i guess,
I failed to do so.

Test results really sucked.
What is wrong with me?
I seems to be doing nothing right.
Everything just seems to strike me down.

Family is in a complete mess now.
I just do not wish to be at home.
Study out seems to be the best solution.
To avoid all the chaotic mess.

These kill.

2009-02-02T18:03:00.002+08:00

It's so retarded of me,
Being freaked out by lion in the lion dance.
TWICE some more!
I never go find them,
But it come behind me and stared at me.
I was totally freaked out when i turned.
And the reward of being freaked out twice,
Is an angbao. >,<
Goodness, i am having lion dance phobia!