.Sunday, October 14, 2007
IM SORRY =/Once upon a time there was this
little bird who had been free from
the cage and was flying towards
the heaven slowly. But, she was
shoot down for the first time and
there she goes cannot fly. She was
scared and hurt deeply, wanted to
give up flying but here comes
another bird, told her that he will
be there to hold her hands and pull
her all the way till the promise land.
She refused but in order not to
disappoint him, she tried. And indeed
she tried and she is getting her faith
and trust back slowly to fly up to
heaven once again. There she goes,
trying to rely on him for the walk,
trying to tell him all the troubles and
feeling without thinking that he will
tell the others for she trusted him.
But just one day, everything went
k-wired. One big bird came and talked
to her, just than she realized that he had
told someone about it. She was really very
disappointed and started to think that all
birds are the same. Once again, she was
shoot down, not by the hunter but by him.
How cruel can he be to help and shoot her
down? She knows that he cared for her but
he cared in a wrong way. This little bird
don't like people who told others what she
told the person. So she left the crowd and
will there be a happy ending? It is all up to
him.
i hard been thinking hard and deep after the talk. Realizing
that all leaders are the same and understand why people will
say that all church are the same. Somethings when you never
go through it, you will never understand how it feels. In the
beginning you make me realize that you are not the same from
the others but now you affected my point of view for you. I left
now NOT because i following her but at the same time i feel like
leaving too. You are the reasons that we left. It just like you pull
me up from the pit and you pushes me down once again but i dont
blame you for i know you didnt did it on purpose. You cared for us
and we know that but you cared in a wrong way. In what sense?
You need to understand a person well in order for you to care for
that person in a correct way if not there are danger that you will
hurt the person. Just now after that, i really felt like leaving church
for i had enough of all those "shooting" down and everytime that i was
shoot down, its getting harder for me to fly again. But still i decided to
give it another try. i found that its hard to rely on you.
12:18:00 AM
