.Monday, August 31, 2009
It is pouring heavily outside.
And I'm falling apart inside.
I wonder what is wrong.
I'm getting more and more tired.
More and more emotional.
Giving more and more attitude.
The battle is just ahead.
And something is wrong with me.
But I don't know what..
3:35:00 PM
.Tuesday, August 25, 2009
I'm feeling so lost..
I seems to be lost somewhere, but I don't know where.
Mak Si Si you can do it!
Don't give up!
6:48:00 PM
.Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Next Monday is 'O' level English oral.
And I am the last few candidates.
Kind of anxious about it.
Cause is like, can I perform well?
I haven't prepare myself for it.
I will make sure I prepare myself well.
So that I won't feel that panic.
I don't wish to stun out like Chinese.
And, Monday also having SPA skill 3.
Thank God, it is postpond to Monday.
But still, I am not prepare for it.
Cause is like, I am quite lost at it.
Chinese result is releasing on Wednesday.
Am I anxious about it? Not really.
I am kind of looking forward actually..
I believe I will do well, by God's grace.
8:16:00 PM
.Tuesday, August 11, 2009
我的心好痛好痛。
我以为我已经放下了，但我没有。
我不想听的，今天却听到了。
当时，我真的好想哭。
但是，我忍住了。
我不能再这样下去了。
不能再让你影响我的身活。
我好累。哭得好累。
想忘却忘不了。
因为我还爱你。
但如今，我选着了放弃。
因为我知道这对我们比此都好。
再见了爱。
我希望这是我最后一次为你而哭。
保重。
7:37:00 PM
.Monday, August 10, 2009
Sorry Shimin, that I didn't make it today.
I promise we will make up someday okay? (:
Loves you! :D
Mummy going Malaysia tomorrow for 2 weeks.
Therefore, I got to buy whatever I want.
Cause she pay mah~ Teehees.
She scared when she not around I will starve.
And, she gave me $20 scared I not enough.
Lol. Mummy is cute isn't it? Hahas.
God, protect my mummy when she is away.
Oh man. Time really flies super fast.
I didn't realise that 'O' Chinese will be out.
So soon. In just a couple of days time.
Estimated date is 11-13 August.
I pray and I pray that I would get an 'A'!
God, I believe for a miracle.
I guess I'm coping well. So no worries.
Just tired and ..
It's easier to be said than done.
I miss you.
Edited:
I regretted. Really regretted.
Regretted not telling you face to face that..
But it doesn't matter already.It's over.
I can't blame you for not understanding me.
When I didn't really tell you what's on my mind.
You are not Edward, neither am I Bella.
Even Edward can't read Bella's mind.
4:41:00 PM
.Saturday, August 8, 2009
Yesterday is the day that mark the end of it.
I didn't know you could hurt me so much.
So deep, I feel that I'm falling apart.
The moment I'm with you, I'm at loss for words.
I hope the time will stop, and we won't end.
The moment I saw your backview, I cried.
I didn't know I had already love you so deep.
Until the moment you turn your back on me.
You said: "Promise me to stop crying after tonight"
Sorry, but I can't do it.
I cried to sleep, and woke up and cry again.
The moment I saw baby, I'm shattered.
You said: "We are still friends"
Yea, I promise we would be.
Thank God we end of cool.
Everything that is related to you, hurts me deep.
It makes me think of you.
Perhaps, this would be the better way for us.
As long as you are happy, I would be happy.
Don't worry about me, I will be alright.
It's just a matter of time to learn to let go.
I love you.
7:46:00 AM
.Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Oh man. I feel so loved nowadays! :D
Hahahaha. God seriously love me a lot~
Lolol. And, I love God too! Teehees.
There's many things I want to thank God.
Firstly, Mummy bought me contact lenses!
Not one month, but one year~!
I no need worry about lenses anymore.
Some more not those cheap cheap type.
Is those lenses with extended comfort.
Cool right? I love my mummy sia :D
Secondly, Mummy buying me a spare phone.
Not those good function phone though.
But can use can already right? Hahas.
So I can slowly save money for phone I love~
No need worry need borrow phone or what.
Even though my sim card spoils again,
But I know my brother won't be that heartless.
Lolol. God really loves me so much sia ;D
Thirdly,.. (I don't want tell you! :p)
Hahahaha. I am feeling so high.
7:49:00 PM
