.Friday, October 26, 2007
today wasn't a great day for me. results sucks.
really sucks. i hate it! really no mood for the
rest of the day so what if i go 3E1? it doesn't
mean anything with this poor results. Had PDS
training school after school which i don't felt like
going because i really really no mood but still i
went cause i got performance on monday so as
a rehearsal for me.
i feel like crying, really want to cry. i cant hold
on to my tears any longer. Tears will fall hard,
soon. i'm always the one helping others but not
myself. This year is my worst results year, never
had it before and hope that it will never happen
again.
i lost the touch with God completely.
10:39:00 PM