The LOVE Chapter.

.Monday, February 4, 2008

♥ Maybe I just don't belong here.

Alright. I think I'm just being selfish without thinking
about those around me.
If i really left, what happen to those that "follows" me?
Though i really find no reason to stay in but i still got to
think about the others, the consequences .
But if i really don't belong here, than i think i should
leave for there's no point staying when i not suppose to
be here.
I mean maybe, just maybe.
A change of system to me actually is fine with me for i
was once in this system before so is like repeating the
storyline again only in different venue.
Adaptation and time is all i need now.
Just give me some time and i believe I'll be back soon.
God is always there helping me even though i ignored
him and without fail i felt him helping me through all
my troubles.
I shall tell myself stop being so emotional for it don't
worth my time and tears.

Nothing meant to be forever
Promises don't always last
Life changes as people around changes too
It's time to grow up
Time to accept and adapt to all the things around us
No one is perfect
So i blame no one except myself
It's time for a change
Got to stop being naive and be independent
Say it and mean it
Stop giving empty promises
Sisi, you need to grow!

Rely and trust hurts me once again and i shall never step into it anymore.

9:42:00 PM