.Thursday, February 14, 2008
♥ Sucks.Thinking that this happy and loving family i
have now can last forever.
But, i was wrong.
Everything somehow went
back to the pastworst yesterday..
Mum and dad quarreling after i step into the
room wanting to do my tons of homeworks.
At that very moment when they quarreled,
i cried ever since so long.
And how can i concentrate doing my works?
Suddenly i felt so lonely, helpless and hopeless
all on my own.
What can i really do?
I'm really taking in too much stress and soon
i won't be able to handle it anymore.
Studies so busy and stress.
Results dropping rapidly like never before.
Teacher scolded me for absent without valid
reasons and she called my mum.
My mum instead of helping me, she said the
truth that i overslept and don't wished to go
to school.
I purposely overslept is because of who?
But i got no right to say anything, don't expect
me to say my mum things out right?
CCA is tiring.
Family is heartbreaking.
&& I'm suffocating.
A type of pain that is unexplainable.
9:59:00 PM
