.Saturday, March 22, 2008
♥ Stone heart.Today was really a very tiring day.
In the morning went for campcraft competition.
I never expect that we can't finish in time.
Some cried but i teared a little and hold back my tears.
I was totally disappointed, especially in myself.
I really wished that i could rewind time! ):
After the competition met up with minyi and we went bugis eat.
We ate pastamania! ^^
Than accompanied madeline down to national libray,
cause she dont know how to go :XX
After that headed down to expo for service.
Wasnt really in mood to go.
But minyi is going so yea nevermind.
I was moodless throughout the service.
So sorry if i had showed any attitude.
Service is boring.
I was like no feeling throughout the easter service.
Not even a single tear can!
First time never cry in easter service.
And is like yea whatever.
I dont bother actually.
But i regretted that i never went down.
Because minyi actually wanted to go,
but i refused to go down.
Plus she never tell me,
if she had told me,
i surely would accompany* her down the can!
*Is accompany not anything else.
God, sorry that i rejected your calling today.
I know you called me but i refused.
Just somehow i cant bring myself to you.
I still find it hard to rely on you once again.
I find it even harder to go back to you again.
My faith, trust, love, etc are gone.
Yes it is gone.
Once was a on fire girl but now im not.
10:53:00 PM
