.Tuesday, April 8, 2008
I been thinking hard and deep recently
Thinking why is it so hard to walk this path
People around me starts to give up on it
Was once on hot fire but now as cold as ice
This shouldn't turn up this way, isn't it?
But is also very easy to fall off the pit, isn't it?
I admit i gave up on it
The truth fails me and i fall
Action acts louder than words
I guess no one would denied?
Maybe you will say give it one more try than
Failure is a step to success
But than did you hear this phrase before
One bitten twice shy
I had given too many chances
Each time i try again the devil did the same
But stronger and stronger each time
They are simply too powerful to battle off
Some people will say
This is the time you should rely him the most
But it's also the hardest to rely
Do you know that?
Maybe i'm just too stubborn to give it another try
Maybe it's my fault causing all these to happen
Or is it maybe i'm just thinking too much
I no longer fit to become a "adviser"/"counselor"
Because i'm not a good example
I can tell others what to do
But not myself
This is me.
I really wished to say out my problems
But i simply can't
I'm just like a very pretty and shinny apple
But inside is sour and rotten.
9:22:00 PM
