.Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Beloved beloved beloved.
Thought i dont know why you would suddenly said that to me
But i know you care.
I know you want to know me better
Frankly speaking i don't anti him
Just that i dont really talk to people im not really close to
Thought we had gone through so much together
The closeness is just not there
All we talk about is church and sometimes studies
Beside that we got nothing to talk about
Probably I'm the one at fault
I know i had changed
I tend to talk lesser and become more anti social
Maybe because of that i smile lesser
I only talk to those that i close to
To me the definition of closeness
Is someone i can talk about anything under the sun
You are one of them
I don't really like to talk to others about what I'm going through
Not because i don't trust enough
But probably because that's not my type
I don't really like to share what exactly I'm going through
Maybe I'm just being a attention seeker bah
Just like you had said
Just tell yourself that you are a happy girl
You will be happy
I kept telling myself that i need nobody
Maybe because of that causes the change of my attitude
I'm just using things to distract my attention
So that i could see what to do as the day passes
Sorry if i had pissed you off.
9:25:00 PM
