.Saturday, May 17, 2008
Feelings that is indescribable
Thinking that is complicated
Recalling that is hurting
Running away from reality
Things that i cannot overcome
I just want to runaway
I had been through too much
I just couldnt understand
Why why and why
Im getting weaker
Emotionally, mentally and physically
Please hurt me no more
Maybe i just cared too much
Maybe i should just ignore the surrounding
Maybe i should just end my life
Maybe im just being too sensitve
People may think its not something serious
But its never as simple as you hear
Im not good at words
To describe how i feel
And what im going through
The past is real
Nothing can be done to change it
All i could do is force myself to move on
I never forgotten those promises that i had made
And promises that people promised
But i just got no more strength to carry on
If i just laid here
Would you come and find me
And take me
To somewhere
That i should belong
And never let me fall again
11:40:00 PM