You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I’m going
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much I no along the way
Then I heard you say
I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled
with sorrow and despair
I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
in the sand
I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I
Been so afraid ooh
And just when I
Have thought I’ve lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That’s when I heard you say
I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled
with sorrow and despair
I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
in the sand
When I’m weary
Well I no you’ll be there
And I can feel you
When you say
I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is full of
sadness and despair
I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
in the sand

New term.
New stress.
Time to buck up.
Afford to fail no more.
Not trying to be a perfectionist.
Just wish to pass all subjects for CA3.
Little wish of mine.
Hope it would be fulfilled.
Study study study!
I can do it :D

Second day of school.
Already quite packed with stuffs.
But not as packed as beloved's?
Okay i'm really so dead.
So many homework...
Or should say mostly were holiday assignments.
Timetable changed as expected.
And I HATE THE NEW TIMETABLE.
Like oh my Gosh larh.
Friday i having triple science and a maths!
The books are going to be damn heavy lor!
I growing shorter le larh.
All thanks to the heavy books xD

Kay larh i'm off to be back to work
TANJIANHUI. YOU. YOU. YOU THIS SILENCE READER! DON'T MAKE ME HATE YOU AH, I TELL YOU. LOL

Officially. Sick.
I getting physically and mentally tired. And a little, spiritually. (so fast)
Cough. Flu. Fever. Sore throat.
But didn't go see doctor.
So sick. So tired.
So breathless. So helpless.
Headache. Heartache.
Sigh.

It's the start of something new.
Time to put everything aside.
I mean the past.
It's not going to be easy.
And i know.
But i still going to try my best.
To adapt and get use to where i belong now.
Future can never be predicted.
ps. You said you will be my support and rely, im believing it. Dont dissapoint me.

Sup im back blogging :D
Had been studying maths for the past few days
Tiring but no much improvement lerh :X
School reopening in 2 more days
And my homework HAD NOT BEEN DONE
Die >,<
Today didn't went out at all
Wanted to study today but see the book
Than dont feel like studying liao
Did some research on the CME project
But only did some
Haven't start on the powerpoint yet :XX
Cause do half way headache so i went to sleep
I slept the from 2 plus till like 5 plus
And actually was disturbed by lemon
If not i won't wake up i guess xD
Mummy got cook so didn't went out dining
Sorry aye
Probably meet you tomorrow {:

ps. I watched kongfu panda, porn night and dont mess with the zohan!

Sigh.
Time is so packed.
And everything passed so fast.
Yet little had been done.
Headache.

Tomorrow celebrating father's day.
SURPRISINGLY.
Ha.

My dad accidentally saw my result slip today
Hahs.
What's his reaction?

他妈的. English and maths you also can fail.
Aiya you just drop out larh.
No need continue study larh.
Your result i bet you cannot even promote to sec 4.
So why bother to continue study?
Aiya i forgot you are a girl.
No need study so much.
At most get your 'O' level certificate.
Then no need to study le.
Go work larh.
@!#$%#$^$%&%$^%@$@#$

Believe it a not.
That's what he said.
What type of father is he?
He don't even understand me,
And tried to judge me.
I hate people judge me,
When they don't even understand me!
Because they don't have the right to.
Everything he's doing is right,
We are wrong.
His attitude and saying is always right.
Whatever we say is wrong,
And we are stubborn.
What the hell.
Not i don't want get good grade please.
But is really very hard to cope can.
He don't even understand now s'pore
The standard rises so much higher
Compared to last time
He can't even coach me
What he can do is scold scold scold
Which he say is only say only
Yea whatever.
I really %$^#^%&^*%^
Nevermind forget it.
What's more can i say?
Ha.

Alright.
TIMES FLIES!
In the twinkling of an eye
It's already the 3rd week of holiday
Like WOAH.
12 more days to school reopen ._.
I still left tons of things to be done
HELPPPP~
Headached.
Alright shall stop here
It's time to get back to work
SIGH.

p/s: Lemon i miss you! ):

The world is ending
Disasters are on going
Within 3 years
Three had past and one is on going
One bigger than another
Each of it the date add up to 8
If you ever realized it
It's sure isn't coincidence
This year olympic
I guess something is going to happen
Somewhere in the world
I hope i'm wrong
I know it yet i'm doing nothing. I know i'm dumb. Sigh

HOHO :D
Finally had a week break from school
Though during the break
Need to rush through my homework
And finish most of my projects
But at least can rest more and stress less :D
Hahas
I need to use my precious time wisely
Before my doom day come i guess
Survivor Camp ._.
I don't feel like going ...
But ...

&& guess what
I found my phone :D:D
But too bad cannot use
Cause contact ending in 2 days time ):
Mustn't tell my brother know i found it
Or else i don't know where he will hide again
Shhh :X:X

I'm so bored
Lemon not in singapore ._.
Feel like going out
But don't know where to go xD
Sigh ...

I'm very tired.
Hardly had enough sleep recently
So so so tired >,<
Yawn.

Just to clarify something.
My previous post isn't referring to church.
So yea please don't make assumption.
Anyway it isn't part of me life also
Why should i talk about it
Sorry i know i pissed you off
But i'm just stating what i'm thinking

After such a long time
I just suddenly woke up from my senses
I realise commitment is nothing
I had been doing so much
But the result is still nothing
What does commitment means?
I seems to not know the meaning
Maybe im just trying to fool myself
What is the point of being a committer
When the outcome of commitment is nothing?
Commitment. Committer. Committed.
Its my style no more

Mdm Rina is leaving >,<
Yesterday was her last day if i not wrong?
She going to AI to become their VP
Woah! :D
Now Mr Chan becomes HOD of Science
And Miss Low is taking over for Biology?!
Oh my goodness ._.
I hope i won't fail my biology :XX
If i fail is her fault!
Lols just joking xD
But seriously larh
When is her lessons the class is so damn noisy
How to concentrate?!
I need a TUTOR!!! ._.
A & E maths
Triple pure sciences
Anybody out there can tutor me? >,<
I so don't want to fail them again!

World is changing
It's ending
Attitude is changing
It's no longer the same
Life is changing
It isn't getting any better
Everything is coming to an end soon
What's more can i conclude?
NOTHING
Nothing is getting any better.

Those were the days
That we had spent together happily
THE HAPPY DAYS
But now its no longer the same
Things are getting colder
We are talking lesser
And getting further
Do you realized it?
Maybe you just don't care
Just came back from annual camp yesterday
Typically no comments
Really tired
Really headache
Really thinking a lot
Really doing a lot
But the result is...

Pon-ed triple s today
Studied with lemon
I realized i got tons of triple s homework to do
But I'm just simply too tired to do it
Studies is getting out of my control
I ain't copping any
It's really giving me a headache

Holiday is packed with things
It's tiring
Hardly had much day to rest
Almost everyday is packed with things
Packed with homeworks
Extra lessons
Projects
And NPCC
It isn't called a holiday at all
It seems to be more tired and busy
Compared to normal school days
More and more is coming its way
It's like suffocating me alive please.

Lemon is going to malaysia on wednesday
Awww
I so going to miss her so much
When she is not around
I'm so going to be so bored
But nevermind
I shall use the time when she's not around
To make something for her birthday
Hees :D

1. At what age do you want to get married?
Uhmm. Between 21-25 i guess

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
Both are equally important. But sometimes depend on situations

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No. :/

4. Who is the person you trust most?
Erm my close friends bah

5. Are you over your ex-boyfriend?
Ermmmmmmmmmmm

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
Yes of course! :D

7. What is your goal for this year?
Strive for success in studies xD And maybe CCA too

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Promises made for fools. Action speaks louder then words!

9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit sucide?
Narh. I don't think i have the charm to make guy die because of me xD

10. What feeling do you love most?
The feelings of being loves and cares upon :D

11. What is the requirement for your any other half?
Someone who i can rely on for support {:

12. List out 5 best friends of yours?
What is your definition of best?

13. Do you cherish every friendships of course?
Yup thats of course! :D

14. What is the best word to describe you?
Hahs. What do you think?

15. What do you think is the most important things in your life?
Love then followed by money

16. What is the most stupid thing you have done?
What is your definition of stupid things?

17. What have you done to please yourself?
Eat chocolates, ice-creams and fruits! :D

18. If time were to rewind, when will you want to be?
Those days that everyday is a happy day, where memories are kept deep inside.

19. Where do you wish to go?
Japen and Hongkong!

20. What is your current wish now? Name 2.
Get at least 4 'A's for EOY and all my wishlists to be fulfil :XX

1. What do you want the most right now?
Watch sunrise/sit ferry wheel ._.

2. What do you want to be in your next life? Why?
Someone who holds time machine/able to stop the time. I just want to keep those sweet memories.

3. Something to describe yourself
Ermm. What do you think?

4. If you have 1 more wish to fulfil, what will it be?
Everybody is happy all day long. Love is all around

5. What are you afraid to lose now?
I lose too much. What's more left to be lost?

6. Do you believe in eternal love?
Maybe not. Promises usually are broken. Agree?

7. If you met someone you love, do you confess?
Nope :XX

8. How would you spent 200 bucks?
Buy a phone!

9. Requirements for the other half?
Will appear in front of me when I'm down without me telling him anything

10. What kind of person do you hate?
I hate promise breakers. They sucks. But, no one is perfect..

11. Do you cherish everyone of your friendship?
I cherish those who are worth cherishing {:

12. Do you believe in God?
Used to be but not now. Here I'm once again, fallen off. Or maybe I just too stubborn to go back.

13. Do you like your school?
Not really.. :XX

14. How are you feeling recently?
Completely down :/ Nothing seems to be going the right way..

Name 20 people!
1. Wainee
2. Minyi
3. Madeline
4. Aloysius
5. Shimin
6. Jianhui
7. Xiuyin
8. Erina
9. Debbie
10. Shairul
11. Melvin Yeo
12. Heizeline
13. Jean
14. Nataline
15. River
16. Jonathan
17. Constance
18. Jinwen
19. Jingwen
20. Yanting

1. How did you meet 14?
School {: (Nataline)

2. What will you do if you did not meet 1?
I will miss her! :D (Wainee)

3. What if 9 & 20 dated?
Ehh. They ain't lesbians (Debbie & Yanting)

4. Will 6 & 7 date?
Uhmm. I think no? (Jianhui & Xiuyin)

5. Describe 3
This girl ahhh. Damn emo! :XX My BFF :D (Madeline)

6. Is 8 attractive?
Can say so {: (Erina)

7. Describe 7
Chio bu :D (Xiuyin)

8. Know any of 12's family members?
Uhmm. Not really. I only went her house once (Heizeline)

9. What will you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
i like her too. I'm not a lesbian! You know. (Jinwen)

10. What language does 15 speaks?
English (River)

11. Who is 9 going out with?
Dont know. Long time never contact alreadyyy ): (Debbie)

12. How old is 16?
16 going 17 (Jonathan)

13. When was the last time you spoke to 13?
The day before holidays start (Jean)

14. Who is 2's favorite band/singer?
Ehhh. I dont know :XX (Minyi)

15. Have you ever dated 4?
Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh... (Aloysius)

16. Would you ever date 17?
Uhmm. Maybe? ._. (Constance)

17. Is 19 single?
Erm. Not sure (Jingwen)

18. What is 10's last name?
Uhmm. I don't know lerh :XX (Shairul)

19. Where do 6 live?
Sembawangg (Jianhui)

20. What is your favorite thing about 5?
Happy go lucky i guess [: (Shimin)

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