.Thursday, October 23, 2008
Devil, step aside please.Stop destroying my family!Peace didn't last.
Expectedly.
I enjoyed the peace for the past 2 days.
It was really great.
Thank God for it.
But here goes another war.
A more serious one.
The only difference is my emotion.
I didn't cry or feel anything.
I'm basically numb.
I know i got to go somewhere to relax.
Seriously.
I rather i cry than feeling numb.
At least when i cry, i get closer to God.
But when i feel numb, it block everything out.
I don't want this to happen.
I keep telling myself that I'm alright.
And everything will be okay.
Kept doing my holiday assignments.
To distract my attention away.
It's pretty useful actually.
But i think i numb too much.
我可以画一个圈
把自己关在里面
把这一切都抛在外面
可是我躲得了一时
也躲不了一事
看着眼前的一切
我却只能做一个旁观者
默默的在心底祈祷
希望这一切能早日过去
10:23:00 PM
