Time really flies.
Tomorrow is already the month of december.
Beside the facts that i hadn't been touching my homework,
it also means that 2009 is arriving real soon.

Looking back at my resolution'08.
I realised i fulfilled nothing.
How great.
Maybe i hadn't been trying.
Or maybe i set it too high.

It's also the time to set my resolution'09.
Really thinking. Really pondering.
What to do or set.

I had to grow.
Really need to grow.
I had been asking myself this for months.
Whether had i been growing.
I had always been telling myself this is a place to start a new.
A place to start all over again.
A place to grow and move up to the next level.
It's difficult but i know at least i tried.
If not i won't be in church till now.

Been stressed up recently.
Both emotionally and mentally.
Too much to be handled.
Almost fell apart.
Wanted to leave home.
Wanted to slit.
But thank God i didn't.
I still had some clearance in me.
It's a time to grow stronger.
And not fallen apart.
But i need some help and a strong support to rely on.

Don't miss the chance.

I missed many of it, ever since the day it has been told to me.
In the beginning, I don't get what God meant.
But as the day passes and I begin to miss many, I started to realised the meaning behind it.
I hope it's not too late.

God mould me in your way.
Use me and guild me.
For i don't wish to miss anymore chances.

Yo people~ :D
Yesterday last minute decided to work
And the sales is superb!
Shurong and i cleared 25 :D
HAHAHAHA
Hopefully today's sales will be as good!
A bit too greedy but well..
Who don't want?!
HAHAHAHA

Meeting dearest later
Buying her contact lens xD
Well, who tell me clear stock!
HAHAHAHA

Yo :D
Just now went for interview at IMI.
I Models International.
And guess what.
I decided to sign up for part-time model :X
I know i not very pretty larh.
But it's just the interest lor.
Hahahahaha.

Investing my portfolio with my O level fees :X
Just trying my fate
To see whether can i chance upon any advertisement
Hahahhaha
I know I'm risking larh
But i think it's worth giving it a try
To gain some experience
And since mummy and brother allow
So why not?

I know people around me are worried
Afraid that i might get cheated or something
But no worry larh!
I know how to take care of myself
Hahahahaha :D

Shimin.

Hey girl, stay strong.
I'll always be there for you no matter what.
Just give me a call/text if you need me.
Cheer up!
And take care (:

Sick. Tired. Pondering.
Cold. Cough. Sore throat.
Words that you had spoken.
Is not all correct.
But i just sat down there
And said nothing.
You thought that silence means consent.
But it's not that way.

You said that i'm stupid.
You said that i'm insensible.
You said that i'm a failure.
You said that i'm a burden.
You said that i'm a loser.
You said that i'm a trouble maker.
You said that i turn from bad to worst.
You said that my good grades are all copied.
And more.

You doubt me.
You insulted me.
You don't understand me.

I remain silence because i'm speechless.
I remain silence because i'm dissapointed.
I remain silence because i'm heartbroken.
I remain silence because i can't believe what i'm hearing.
I remain silence because i don't wish to quarel with you.

Because besides that, what can i do?
Quarel? Reason? Cry?
Sorry, but that's just not me for now.

For i don't feel like quarelling.
For i don't feel like reasoning.
Because i know you won't listen to it.
For i don't feel any emotion.
Because i got no tears to be cried.

Hadn't been online for days
Due to asia conference
Out of 10 sessions i went 8
Woah. I can't believe it~
Hahahaha.

Asia conference is great
And Pastor Benny Hinn is superb!
Hahahaha.
He's really amazing please :D:D

Tagged by Minyi.

Rules:
1. Each player of this game start off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who are tagged have to write 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to tag and list out their names.
4. Do not tag back the person who tagged you.

Here's the 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself:
1. Addicted to chocolate
2. Love to eat
3. Forgetful
4. Blur
5. Able to cook!
6. Love pets
7. Afraid of cockroach!
8. Lack of confidence
9. Lazy
10. Love shopping :D:D

My name:
A: Like to drink
B: Like people
C: Silly
D: Like to eat
E: Like to play with dogs
F: Dead sexy
G: Never let others tell you what to do
H: Good personality and looks
I: Easy to be with
J: People adore you
K: Wild and crazy
L: Everybody loves you
M: Best kisser ever
N: Best bf/gf people could ask for
O: Easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: Tomboy
R: Loyal to those who love you
S: Crazy
T: Awesome kisser
U: Like to chill
V: Awesome in bed
W: Very broad minded
X: Loves sports
Y: Best bf/gf people could ask for
Z: Always ready
M: Best kisser ever
A: Like to drink
K: Wild and crazy

S: Crazy
I: Easy to be with
S: Crazy
I: Easy to be with

People i tagged:
Nobody (:

Dreamt something very werid yesterday
The dream is so real please
The first thing i woke up is to check phone
To check my sent item
To comfirm whether it's a dream or real
And lucky it's a dream
*Phew*

Time really flies
It's already the third week of november
And i'm left with 5 more weeks of holidays
But i still haven't touch my assignments yet
Also yet to revise for my mock exam
&& I'm still hunting for job ._.

There is a lot of things need to be and yet to done
Strength, Support, Discipline, Obedience
Is all i needed now

一个人生 一个人死，
一个人哭 一个人难过。

Sup people.
Not going baptize tomorrow
Cause keeliang not around~
So going for the next one i guess?
Haha.

People had been asking me:
Why did i private my blog?
OR Invit me to your blog.

Firstly, i private it to change my skin.
Secondly, if i never invit you means never invit you!
Why bother to ask so much?

Anyway, i didn't actually changed skin.
I just changed the layout only.
Wanted to do a new skin.
But just can't find the brushes that i wanted.
So therefore, i gave it up.

Water baptizing this sunday.
Finally decided to hand in the form.
And thank God my dad signed the form :D
Though he don't know what is it about.

God, give me strength to continue.
Take away all my reluctant.
Take away all my worries.
Take away all my unwillingness.
Because i'm afriad i might just..
I need you.
Only by Your strength things could be done.

Mummy birthday this sunday too >,<
I wonder would i have money by than.
This week really got to work hard.
And save hard.
I want to give mummy a treat xD

This holiday is going so slowly.
At the same time, it's going so quickly.
Sigh.

Thinking. Pondering.
Thinking. Pondering.
Thinking. Pondering.
And so. Reluctant.

A yes is a yes.
A no is a no.
Slience doesn't mean a yes or a no.
Running away doesn't slove any problem.

I can't stop you from running away from me.
I can't stop you from avoiding me.
I can't stop you from switching off your phone.
I can't stop you from giving excuses.
I can't stop you from lying to me.

Too tired to spam my smses on you.
Too tired to keep on asking you.
Too tired to keep telling you the same thing.
Too tired to hear all your nonsense.

How long more do you want to run away?
How long more do you want to avoid?
How long more do you want to switch your phone from me?
How long more do you want to give me excuses?
How long more do you want to lie to me?

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