.Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Sick. Tired. Pondering.
Cold. Cough. Sore throat.
Words that you had spoken.
Is not all correct.
But i just sat down there
And said nothing.
You thought that silence means consent.
But it's not that way.
You said that i'm stupid.
You said that i'm insensible.
You said that i'm a failure.
You said that i'm a burden.
You said that i'm a loser.
You said that i'm a trouble maker.
You said that i turn from bad to worst.
You said that my good grades are all copied.
And more.
You doubt me.
You insulted me.
You don't understand me.
I remain silence because i'm speechless.
I remain silence because i'm dissapointed.
I remain silence because i'm heartbroken.
I remain silence because i can't believe what i'm hearing.
I remain silence because i don't wish to quarel with you.
Because besides that, what can i do?
Quarel? Reason? Cry?
Sorry, but that's just not me for now.
For i don't feel like quarelling.
For i don't feel like reasoning.
Because i know you won't listen to it.
For i don't feel any emotion.
Because i got no tears to be cried.
11:19:00 AM